A Muse

I don't have anything against Luke (Combs).

I think that I might actually like some of his shit.

I read somewhere that he covered Tracy and heard it was good.

I didn't listen, but by accident.

I don't know, didn't feel right.

It's hard to admit feeling validated for previous appreciations.

Thank you for all of the everything and especially The Promise, Tracy.

And thank whoever god might be for your other moment. 

another O'sider night

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry that it took so long.

I'm not sorry that you wanted to throw some punches after I called you out. 

And I'm definitely not sorry that I did the thing that always should be done. 

I'm happy to have done it. 

Bashful but Said Anyway

It feels like a better version of a middle school crush. I don't know what's happening but I like it and I'm going to be weird about it because I don't know what normal is. Yet. 

[x]

I don't know, but maybe, I think.

I thought that I wasn't supposed to have it.

I wasn't supposed to have been reached in the same way.

Had I earned this moment?

I was being taught that our stories are stories. 

Late night note that I don't know what to do with... yet

Music just hits different, right?

There's so much extra context and (bonus) syntax.

I want to write the way musicians speak to me.

I want them to know that I can sing their story, too.

Why the fuck do you need a title, exactly?

I remember driving.

I think it was Tehachapi.

I said that my guilty pleasure was

Ke$ha, now

Kesha.

It's my pleasure and fuck guilt.

Nodding in Agreement with Oneself

There was a time where

I was in love with this track

and I'm unsure of why

until the next time

I hear it again

the right way