and she's actually fat as fuck
at 1:21 in the morning.
But then again,
it is what it is.
Pepper tree story!
I saw the chickens
and wanted to be them
Walking down old country roads
is an exercise in trust
Doesn't seem right
being surrounded by olives.
Or Eucalyptus
Thank you,
old, fat lizard,
for allowing me to
hold you for a moment
You remind me of when
I was young and fast and
caught young and fast lizards.
Thank you.
The seemingly random
(this is about the pretty, little, red flowers
and that memory is mine)
I went the right way
because it was literal
I take pictures to share but
the little red flowers are for me
I wish that I could tell you
how to share this moment with me
Alas, it is but [something?]
Nature and a moment
gave this seat to me
I want to go to
all of the places where
only the few go
I still say these
things in my head
that I hate to say
This (a view)
is a better story than
I could ever hope to tell
Eventually,
I went to take a drag
but it was already out
I thanked myself
and walked about
I had to tell myself
to just be there for a fucking moment
That's going to be more fun
when I'm less drunk
I decided before
and realized after
We don't have fireflies
but we've got
white moths at twilight
You only get to see the trees
that no one sees
if you go and find them
The right kind of lost
The pretty little tree
with the pretty and sudden spring flowers
and the caution tape around it
looked more sad than the other
less pretty trees
Walked into the resort dancing
like I was in a Maklemore video
to this fuckin' gem,
I texted to the friend
Sang a bunch in the shower;
Hot water for that Counting Crows song
(the one with the cello) and
that Lana track
"if you know, you know"
I walked where
fewer people have
I've seen hot girls
walk funny too
Smokin' time.
Just the red leaf
this time
I'm sitting outside to smoke
and wondering,
are these people like me?
Children + Casino = strange
They look that good
so that they can resent
all of those
looking them down
and somehow
feel better about it.
