20220902

Said to Myself

20220901

My introduction to politics 
was through Tupac
But I didn't know it

Poet unknown

Yet, still, I loved Biggie
he spoke and
the hooks held me

Unfortunately
forbidden
I was disallowed

I'd never been to Brooklyn
but I felt it

When I ran to the store
It was because I knew that
the gangs wouldn't chase me

Too lazy

Street justice was 
fast or faster

I was faster

Years prior
I had desired

that radio DJs would just
stop fucking talking
at the end of the song(s)

Yet they kept on

when I would press play
or pause
on my cassette

Those ones that I stole from my Mom

Belinda Carlise was
unimportant but repurposed

She probably doesn't know to this day

Under the Bridge!

Under a smidgen we're told
defined
and so far away but
closer than I could know

My words are write
and wrong

Am I self and
unsuspecting?

Am I lying to myself
or just telling that

I felt older
when I was younger
than I do now that I'm

Old

I was perfect 
because I couldn't be
anything else

I was
ineffectual for a time

until I learned

Harry Belafonte tapes
were as important
as Sublime CDs were

I was on 
the wrongest street

But the writest
think

The things that I wanted to say
remembered
that they've been unsaid